Mia ektuflotiki apousia fotos

Summary

Anazitisa polu kairo ti mauri petra pou exagnizei tin psuchi apo to thanato. Otan leo polu kairo, skeftomai ena aputhmeno pigadi, ena tounel pou to eskapsa me ta dachtula mou, me ta dontia mou, me tin asigasti elpida na diakrino, esto kai gia ena lepto, gia ena makru, ateleioto lepto, mia achtida fotos, mia spitha pou tha entuponotan sto butho tou matiou mou kai ta sothika mou tha kratousan fulagmeni san mustiko. Tha itan edo, tha katoikouse sto stithos mou kai tha etrefe tis ateleiotes nuchtes mou, edo, mesa s' auto ton tafo, sta bathi tis ugris gis, pou murize anthropo o opoios apolese tin anthropini fusi tou me ftuaries pou tou afairesan to derma, pou tou sterisan to blemma, ti foni kai ti logiki. (Tahar Ben Jelloun) To muthistorima auto basizetai se alithina gegonota kai pigi empneusis tou stathike i marturia enos paliou kratoumenou sti fulaki tou Tazmamart. Apo ti nuchta tis 10is Iouliou 1971 den echo pia ilikia. Den echo gerasei, oute echo xananiosei. Echasa tin ilikia mou. Den einai pleon anagnorisimi sto prosopo mou. Stin pragmatikotita, de briskomai pia edo gia na tis doso prosopo. Stamatisa sto miden, ekei opou o chronos katargeitai, paradidetai ston anemo, afinetai s' auto to terastio leuko ufasma pou to kinei mia elafria aura, dinetai ston ourano pou echei sterithei ta astra tou, tis eikones tou, ta paidika oneira pou briskoun ekei katafugio, adeios ap' ola, akoma kai apo to Theo. Brethika apo touti tin pleura gia na matho ti lithi, alla den katafera pote na bretho oloklirotika mesa sto tipota, oute akoma kai me ti skepsi.